What Great Things Happen to Me

Wow. I feel pretty darn crappy.
To explain some things first. Well since I'm graduating I thought I would write letters to the people who have had an impact on my life. I wrote 17 letters including one to my friend and his mom. I had asked my friend to just drop by for a sec so that I could give him his letter, his mom's letter and one of my graduation announcements, also for his mom. I waited all lunch for him to come. I was just asking for a couple seconds. About half way through lunch he walked past me with his stupid girlfriend. Ok I thought, maybe he would come on a few minutes without her. But the lunch period passed and he never showed up. I went to my next class, orchestra. I was in the band closet when my friend Cenzie walked in there with me. I think she could tell something was wrong. She asked me and I just burst into tears. This is odd for me, I don't cry at school, ever. I have gotten so good at keeping that all inside until I can at least get to my car. Cenzie just held me. My friends Kelsey, Sydnie and Stephen all hugged me too. They all asked me if I wanted to talk about it and I said no. But they were ok with it. They just hugged me and let me cry. They are such good friends. I guess it finally hit me that maybe my friend really doesn't care anymore... Maybe he really doesn't want to be my friend. That pressure just made me burst.