Happy 50th Post Day. Sorry its NOT a happy subject.

Maybe I just need to give up on my friend. Maybe thats just how our friendship is going to end... In a blaze of betrayal and hurt. Great right.

A REAL friend doesnt change because he has a girlfriend. My friend Stephen, he has a girlfriend, but that didnt keep him from being kind hearted and caring about me, his FRIEND. A real friend doesnt ignore you. A real friend says hi to you and waves to you in the hall. A real friend acknowledges that you're there. A real friend is kind and gives you a hug when you have a frown on your face. A real friend treats you with RESPECT; they dont say rude things to you, or put you down, or say mean things about you.

Maybe my dumnut friend should read this article... unless he's decided to not be a faithful member anymore... https://lds.org/youth/article/unsteady-dating?lang=eng&query=friendship

My favorite quotes from this article!
 “When you are young, do not get involved in steady dating. When you reach an age where you think of marriage, then is the time to become so involved. But you boys who are in high school don’t need this, and neither do the girls” -President Gordon B. Hinckley (the coolest man EVER)

I like the HIGH SCHOOL part.

After reading this little article, i've realized how disappointed I am in my friend. I always respected him for loving the gospel and trying his hardest to live it to the fullest. I AM SO DISAPPOINTED! I feel so sad for him, that he is going to waste so much time and energy and potential . I USE to have so much respect for him he said he wouldnt steady date til after his mission. I thought he understood that steady dating takes away from so much of a teenage life. It ruins friendships and makes it so you dont make new ones. You miss out on so many opprotunities. You miss out on time with your other friends.... friends like me.....

I wish I could tell my friend all this. But he'd never listen. I just have to let him live his life right? Even if its making me die a little more everyday. I wish he'd go back to who he was. The real him. Not this fake nasty boy toy.

I'm about this (_) close to just giving up on him for good this time...