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Gosh dang it. I really dont know why I try to be friends with anyone anymore. No matter what I do... I'm always doing something wrong in someone's eyes. I'm really this close to just giving up on being friends with anyone...  I'll just wait until college to find real friends. Friends who will say hi to me and ask me to go do stuff with them and talk to me every once in a while.
I am so done with my "friends."
Why would they need me when they have everyone else? Exactly why I cant wait til college!
I'm so frustrated.
ok.
Rant over

Palladio by Escala

My friend Tamlynn told me about this awesome version of Palladio (we played it in orchestra 2 years ago) I REALLY like it and I think its AMAZING haha. Enjoy

Happy Christmas!

Well hello!

The computer died so we had to bring it to the doctor so its taken me FOREVER to find a computer to be able to log on to.

Well today is Christmas! This is probably one of the best christmases ever.... I got lots of clothes and a collectors Wizard of Oz set.... and.... a LAPTOP! epic huh! I am so excited. I had no clue that thats what my parents were getting me! I knew i'd be getting one for graduation in the spring but I didnt think I'd get one NOW!  anyway. My laptop is a 14 inch HP G42 and its like a burgandy color. I am SO PLEASED!

I hope everyone is having a happy christmas and remembering that presents arent everything and we are celebrating the birth of like the most important person to be born and we owe EVERYTHING to him!

HAPPY HAPPY CHRISTMAS!

Well, Well, Well

Hello Broken Pocketwatch Friends,
How's everyone doing? I'm doing pretty spiffily right now. There's been alot going on lately.

On Sunday, I got my Pachriartical Blessing and I have to say it was an AMAZING experience and makes me just want to jump for joy....

(To the tune of the Yellow Submarine i think)
THE CHURCH IS TRUE..... THE CHURCH IS TRUE! I KNOW IT! DO YOU?!?
(Thanks Brother John for teaching me that song! haha its really coming in handy right now!)

So...... Oh Yesterday! It amazes me that its only Tuesday today!
Tomorrow, A Cappella, Ovation and Encore went to Temple Square to sing at the Church Office Building and the Joseph Smith Memorial Building. It was really neat. Especially at the JSMB. The accustics are MUCH better there than at the office building. I had to wear my dress to school... which I hate doing because it always seems to get in the way!

More to come later. Class is almost over!

I must be one freaking HORRIBLE person.
My parents are constantly telling me that what I do or what I say is not good enough. Of course they don't say it in those words but they make those snide remarks like no wonder you don't have a boyfriend/friends... no wonder no one does anything for you. Just today my dad said "no wonder your mom never cooks for you." I don't know what he is talking about at all. I didn't complain about anything... actually dinner was really good.
Maybe they'll finally appreciate me after.... I go to college or I go away or something.
I'm so sick of all the negativity there is in my house. Its always who's fault is who's and lets blame this person and lets yell at everyone because they like to do their own thing. I have such a hard time being positive as it is without there being so much negativity floating around. I've tried to talk to my parents but all they ever do is laugh it off... After all I'm "just a child." I don't live very well with all this negativity all the time.
There always has to be so much yelling and its really killing my spirit.

well... I better go.
My dad just threw stuff so I should probably go hide somewhere.

Question Time

Say you're having problems with friends...... and it hasn't just been this one time thing either.
What do you do? Do you...
A) Struggle through until things are working out again
or
B) Give up on them.

I'm having this problem with a couple people...

Do I give up on them because its probably better for me and my friend? or do I try to be there for them no matter what even if its really hard on me?

I'm really confused and I cant wait for this to stupid thing called high school to be OVER.

Eh

So my neighbor called and said she didnt sell any of my bows.... bummer. Well... At least I still have my mom's school to sell them at.

Its my oma and opa's last day here today... Lets just say i'm happy to get back to a normal schedule.

I've been filling out lots of scholarships and an application to Utah State. Its so boring it just makes me want to scream.

well... I dont have much to say without being negative or anything so bye for now.