I must be one freaking HORRIBLE person.
My parents are constantly telling me that what I do or what I say is not good enough. Of course they don't say it in those words but they make those snide remarks like no wonder you don't have a boyfriend/friends... no wonder no one does anything for you. Just today my dad said "no wonder your mom never cooks for you." I don't know what he is talking about at all. I didn't complain about anything... actually dinner was really good.
Maybe they'll finally appreciate me after.... I go to college or I go away or something.
I'm so sick of all the negativity there is in my house. Its always who's fault is who's and lets blame this person and lets yell at everyone because they like to do their own thing. I have such a hard time being positive as it is without there being so much negativity floating around. I've tried to talk to my parents but all they ever do is laugh it off... After all I'm "just a child." I don't live very well with all this negativity all the time.
There always has to be so much yelling and its really killing my spirit.
well... I better go.
My dad just threw stuff so I should probably go hide somewhere.
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